JOAN'S ♥

Confidence is Important.

2012-01-26T19:26:00.000+08:00

Chinese New Year Day 1

2012-01-24T11:22:00.000+08:00

Gong Xi Fa Chai to all my friends!

Helped mum to wrap Ang Paos for friends and family.

Spotted a stumpy dog in the temple..

hehe.. it is very cute, clumsy and fuzzy.. hahaha..

Went to the temple to pray & I don't know how to write my own Chinese name.

This is bad.

Then they played Gin Rummy at Granny's

My Traditional Cheong Sam in Pink.

1st time I had to wear a sweater on during CNY.

The weather is too cooling..

Happy Chinese New Year once again!

Dress

2012-01-15T12:00:00.000+08:00

Ladyhood.

I wanna buy a summer dress today...

Caffeine.

2012-01-14T23:42:00.001+08:00

Hundreds & Thousands

2012-01-14T23:21:00.000+08:00

I love the colorful Hundreds & Thousands.

Learn Your Coffee

2012-01-14T23:17:00.002+08:00

weheartit.

"Bang!"

2012-01-14T23:09:00.001+08:00

Zo-E

Mum brought Zo-E for a grooming session today.

She is so neat & clean now, although a little bald.

Always a little sunflower.

Coffee Tasting

2012-01-14T23:03:00.000+08:00

Starbucks on a Saturday morning.

Coffee Tasting with Eqram today.

I am suppose to complete my Coffee Passport in 3 months but its still empty.

We tried Casi Cielo with the pairing of Eastern Sunrise.

Its from Latin America with medium acidity.

Ze Girls.

2012-01-14T22:50:00.003+08:00

Darling Venessa turned 22 first.

Thanks for your never ending care when I needed them the most.

& of course one word to describe us,

Femininity.

Who Gets There First?

2012-01-14T22:41:00.000+08:00

Snake & Ladders.

Human Version.

Nikon

2012-01-14T22:31:00.000+08:00

Life is all about capturing the moments.

1 Day Trip of 2012 - Malacca.

We Heart It

2012-01-13T02:29:00.000+08:00

Start giving hearts today.

Follow me on "we heart it":

http://weheartit.com/iamjoanie

Sometimes

2012-01-13T02:19:00.001+08:00

Sometimes you forget the feeling of being pampered.
You missed that feeling of being treated as the most precious.

Girly.

2012-01-13T00:28:00.000+08:00

Dear readers,

Like my new layout?

A bit too girly, no?

Well, I am a girl after all.

Lol.

oH look! Its 12.30am

I have to go to bed soon.

Gonna start a new job tomorrow.

But I am still keeping Starbucks. :)

Good Night.

"Shoulder"

2012-01-12T21:53:00.000+08:00

To look for a shoulder to lean on.

...when you feel so exhausted. Sometimes.

Faithful Diary

2012-01-12T00:29:00.001+08:00

Hi,

Its been a long time since my last post.
Just feel like posting something today.
Just some scribbling and updates.
This is the 1st time i guess I blog nothing about my holidays.
Nothing about X'mas, nothing about New Year.
Just too lazy to blog about anything.
But hey! I wanna change this boring, dull and depressing layout.
Soon.

Guess, holidays weren't the same.
I guess my fingers feels lazy and need rest from all the dish washing..
Yeap. Work so much during my holidays.
and.....This semester would be my last sem attending classes.
Then one more Senior project and I am done.
Will be finishing my degree by August.
Friends are ahead of me. Not gonna see some of them anymore..or even, soon.
Feels weird..because lifestyle change, mindset differs, people become distant.
I hope friends stay. I Really do...

How come 4 years passes so quickly?
*Mixed feelings.*
I am gonna stop here.
I am too exhausted now to Google the words I dont know how to spell.
ok my English suck..
Anyway, I am happy tonight. :)

Hope its not too late to say,
Merry Christmas & a Happy New Year my-oh-so faithful diary.

Love, Joan.
12/1/12

Definitely :)

2011-11-26T02:58:00.003+08:00

http://leloveimage.blogspot.com/

Starbucks - Your Second Home.

2011-10-27T15:24:00.001+08:00

Its been 2 months working in Starbucks

I enjoy every second cleaning honestly, although I may looked like a maid,

pay may be low,

Fingers soaring, having blue black everywhere, my backache is even back...

Skin is seriously thinning! That I can say that the chemical is really strong for bare hands.

I can't leave dishes unwashed..that explains the thinning of skin.

However,

I Love working as a Barista!

Although its always washing, cleaning, mopping, sweeping, wiping

but there are also serving, brewing, smiling, waving, greeting, talking, chatting, laughing

and all in all, it is more than just a popular coffee brand, expensive savories and pastries, a comfortable second home,

It is how you deliver yourself as genuine as possible to every customers

Its still more than that...

I love this place..

Even if it means staying till 2-3am in the morning...

Then we have nice partners and RM1 supper some time. :P

This is just a part time experience while in my final year as a student.

There is really no time to waste.

I am not talking about assignments... :P

I am talking about your life.

It may seems absurd, but do enjoy everything you do,

then it won't be a chore.

It becomes a hobby! :)

:)

2011-10-25T14:38:00.000+08:00

Just stop for a minute and smile.

Its Shed.

2011-10-24T16:29:00.002+08:00

Jayeslee gave a short testimony last Sunday.

This is how much I could remember:

Their mother is diagnosed with breast cancer,

thinking about waking up everyday in the morning,

knowing that the person that used to love us so much is no longer there...

no longer the same...

as little girls, situation is tough for them.

Few months later,

their mother passed away...

Sitting next to their dying mother they sang this song.

However they fought through the pain,

stood up and became what they are today.

I guess we can't understand, unless we face it our self.

Listening to this song made me teared more..

HOPE.

I.

2011-10-22T04:35:00.003+08:00

Its 5am again,

I thought I told my self to sleep early?

I need to believe in myself.

I need to have a little faith.

I need support.

I know,

I know I am stronger than this....

Reality

2011-10-19T21:37:00.001+08:00

"There are great moments that make life worth living, but moments past and lurking around those moments is this thing called reality."

Stupid Move

2011-10-19T21:36:00.000+08:00

Why everything seems so depressing right now?

Damn it... Shouldn't have clicked on that link
Now what?!
It makes u can't concentrate even more stupid girl!
Geeeez!

Annoying thing going through my head...
Thought you can handle it well.....?
Not in a million years stupid girl!
Great...

Go pluck out your eye balls and sanitize it please...

Okay...maybe you need a slap......
Anybody??

I wanna go far far away...

I wanna go for a vacation....

Oh well.....
dream on..

Good Luck for Midterm stupid brain..

Procrastinate.

2011-10-19T01:07:00.000+08:00

Hello!

I can't concentrate!
.
.
.
.
.

Bye!

:(

October the 16th.

2011-10-17T00:39:00.002+08:00

Word of the day : Teddy Bear.

Amendment.

2011-10-12T20:58:00.000+08:00

I cut & dyed my hair.

A new start perhaps?

Put on your Smiling mask. No! I can smile. I don't need a mask.

2011-10-12T19:31:00.002+08:00

Little things that people do to make you Smile.

Grateful much!

♥

Little Things That Made My Day :)

2011-10-12T19:23:00.001+08:00

Dawn again...Trying hard not to frown....
Then I thought of something....

Someone recently asked me,

"Have you listen to that Bruno Mars' song?
What comes before ".....just the way you are"?

"......."

"Remember, 'cause girl you're amazing, just the way you are"

- ":)"

Then I thought of someone I barely know...
But lovely as ever..

Thanks for making my day,
Thanks for bringing me to doggy park!
Thanks for dinner too...
I owe you ice cream!

Thank you, friend.

:)

BR

2011-10-12T16:32:00.000+08:00

I think there's something wrong with me. I read the text,

"U seem like someone who deserves love" as,

"U seem like someone who love desserts."

And the awkward part is that i replied "I DO!!"

Because I was thinking of Baskin Robbin's ChocoMint. XP

Hahaha! Embarrassed...I must be craving for desserts... LOL!

I think must be the head banging yesterday made me cuckoo..

2011-10-12T01:58:00.001+08:00

"Be thankful for what you have, you'll end up having more.
If you concentrate on what you don't have, you will never ever have enough."

Dear Diary.

2011-10-12T01:38:00.006+08:00

I did something stupid again today.

I sat there with the spaghetti & Ribena for 2 hours.

In that 2 hours of waiting,
I was thinking of all the nice memories we had.
Those flashbacks, honestly it is just killing me.
Even though there are lots of arguments in between,
I know deep inside my heart it wont be there for long.
As long as you said you are sorry.
You know no matter how angry the mind can be, the heart still cares and forgive.

Then I go on reading msgs from the beginning.
Then wonder how such sweet conversations had turned into harsh words, conflicts, arguments and heartache.
I was reading every single msgs.
Scrolling till a point I just teared, I told myself I couldn't read this anymore.
Why looking back at bad memories when I believe that in future we will have more happy ones to come.
With a little hope.....

Looking at the watch,
just anticipate to see you again.
Waiting patiently despite the sleepless nights.
Just a little hope that things might just change a little.
Just a little hope....

I was feeling very insecure, upset but pretending to be positive inside, when all I feel is afraid..
Afraid of losing you.
I don't have the confidence anymore,
Don't have the confidence that you might possibly want to work things out with me.

The moment I saw you, I couldn't help but to smile.
You don't know how much I miss you.
I guess everyone around me doesn't matter at that point.

With a little more hope I ask you not to leave.
To repair and work things out.
But it seems things has turned out so complicated I don't understand what's going on anymore
It made me feel even more afraid.
Because I know I don't know how to make you stay..
I don't know how to say positive statements or encouragements or sweet talks and even,
I don't even know who am I to you anymore...

You said its better like that,
That you don't want this anymore.
I must have been so terrible, immature, inconsiderate you name it till you have to be so firm.

All I can ask is whether do you still love me....
Then I heard you say, "Loving you doesn't matter anymore."
My heart dropped.
Love sucks, being broken hearted sucks even more.

I admit things don't turn ugly overnight.
I felt so terrible all I want is chances after chances.
I didn't know its making you somebody you are not.
I didn't know you had so much suffering inside.
I just want to share your burden like from the beginning,
but I didn't know what I did was just killing you inside...

I know I am slowly changing to a better person.
Someone I know I can be.
I learned a lot from you as a person
It didn't went to waste.
It just stuck in my head...

I just wished I wouldn't be so vulnerable like that.

Then cried in the car for an hour like some mad lady.
Was having a terrible gastric and I feel like fainting..
I felt so miserable at that point...
I realized there's more in life to consider about besides all these.

It just hit me so hard on the face.
I guess what I did was all pointless...
But at least I tried & I know I won't regret later on.

Everything matters and who knows one day I will turn back and look at things like its nothing.
What a pity, but Life goes on....

Stay Strong Joan!
Nobody can help you but yourself..
Its all in the mind.
Yeah...

P/S: Whoever that is reading, don't judge.

Heartache

2011-10-11T18:46:00.001+08:00

Behind my smile is a hurting heart.

Behind my laughs, I'm falling apart.

Look at me closely and you will see the girl I am just isn’t me.

2011-10-10T11:44:00.000+08:00

Saying "Let's just be friends" is like saying "Let's ignore each other and not to talk anymore..."

You should step in my shoes and walk a mile, and see how hard it is to hold back the tears and fake a smile.

Good relationships don't just happen. They take time, patience and two people who truly want to be together.

I may not be the prettiest, smartest or strongest, but at least I'm me, and don't pretend to be someone that I'm not meant to be.

Human Beings

2011-10-09T18:40:00.001+08:00

These scary creatures. Some are totally fake to you and you don't even know it.

Why do you wanna act? I have no money for you...

Why despise your own origin?

Why is it so humiliating from where you came from?

Why does broken family equals to a disastrous self?

Does owning all the branded goods make yourself more expensive when you can't even afford it?

Does making friends with all the rich and famous make you feel more authentic?

Chasing for something other people are chasing....
whats the point when you dont even know whether you want or need it?

Love to buy and look at stuffs don't make u an evil person
one thing to know, is to feel contented with what u have..
Just know your limits.

Just know when to feel ashamed and when not to.

Who doesn't like to be pampered?
who doesn't wanna be special?
Everyone does.
I dont mean to direct this to anyone..
abit of here and there of whats in my mind.
Just bothers me sometimes.

Its so saddening what the world have turned into.

So many depressed people.

Those who are not are becoming one of them..

People turning into something they are not.

Urghh.. disgusted.

Its so frustrating everywhere you go, you can see from their faces how unwilling they are doing what they are doing..

Whats wrong??!

I guess I can see what people are up to

Don't try to do something funny..

I may not look smart but don't take people for granted.

I may not be emotionally intelligent, at least I am learning.

Just wake up and think for a second.

Why can't the world be a little more simpler.

I may not be wealthy, but I have a rich heart.

Suppressed

2011-10-06T00:06:00.002+08:00

I have a stupid brain..

You can't say too much in FB,
you can't tweet how you really feel in twitter..
No one to speak to.. so?

Frustrated & this is how I expressed my feelings...
Dont like? Dont read.

Is there anyone who cares and doesn't question or judge?
In ten thousand years to come there is....

Its been super hectic...
It seems like everything is getting into place
but then again, it just doesn't seem right.
Sometimes its like I am trying so hard to run away from this suppressed feelings

Screw this feeling. I need to be more independent than this.

Self reminder: Upset, will be just temporary.......

Empire Shopping Gallery, Subang Jaya Exploded.

2011-09-28T23:32:00.003+08:00

This is the 500th post!

woo hoo~!

Anyway, was shocked from the news this morning that

Empire was on fire.

Then later on it said there's an explosion on the left wing.

Till now the updated news was that the whole LG floor was destroyed.

What a waste.. when it just opened I was working there at the Japanese Food fair, Shojikiya Fair.

& I used to hang out and visit Jaya Grocer and also look for yummy food there.

Saddening....

Photo credits to Jason Chan @ FB

Luckily it happened at 3.45am

and it didn't happen during opening hours, thus the low casualties

I wonder how would be the compensation like..

Good Luck Empire.

PoPo Birthday

2011-09-27T02:16:00.000+08:00

Popo Birthday Lunch

My cousin, niece, aunty and granny!

Hello~!

Mum's sisters

Popo looked so hot there~ :D

Hello young lady!

My hawt Granny~

;)

Long live POPO!!!

Cally 21st.

2011-09-25T19:02:00.000+08:00

Went to Opera the other day to celebrate Cally's birthday.

Clubbing is noisy and smoky and crazy!

They dance like mad!

Let loose~

ordered Sex on the Beach and Margaritas

Group Picture

Body guard of the day - Shaun & Victor!

Birthday Girl

Yan and Lett

Long time no see!

Maggie look so fierce!

haha.. with Christine and the bday girl..

Happy 21st Birthday!

Wished that U happy always~

Many Many More.

2011-09-25T18:49:00.000+08:00

Starbucks VIA

Homemade cheesecake

Yogurt + Muesli

My lonesome dinner

My apron and tags

New Black x-mini! Thanks Mom! :D

My new classic yet hardy watch for the never-ending washing dishes job.

and now my Ripcurl is safe :)

I wanna sell this off...anybody?

Personality Quiz...

& Mask...

Guess I was just procrastinating...

Then I went to the kitchen and made this..

Natural yogurt + green apples

Love jogging alone.

Peaceful.

Then I crave for chocolate milk.

Whats wrong?

Woke up spotting this little devil cuddling next to me.

Lonesome lunch

Then oranges for snack.

Its drizzling...

But I still went for a jog.

and I glow in the dark with this running shirt.

Then I bought Gardenia's new product..

The packet-ed cinnamon flavored waffles.

Acting healthy I walked down SEGI's stairs from the 10th floor all the way to B3.

Colorful stairs.

I forgot I need to drive a manual car.

My legs shakes whenever I step on the clutch.

Lousy much.

Ameen gave me his Employee meal. :D

my childhood breakfast.

Spotted Audi R8 at the restaurant just now..

Was looking for the owner :P

Sparkling juice!

hehehe long time no drink.

We had cheese bread with tomatoes and more cheese...

grilled chicken, broccoli and coli flowers, mashed potatoes, German pork knuckles...

All homemade.

What are we celebrating?

Sis brought back this..

Homemade beautiful yummy cupcakes from Joshua's house

My new briefcase-look-alike vintage bag

from Ifoong closet!

Loving it! :)

Went for the Starbucks training yesterday (24/09)

Parked at sg wang, RM14. Great.

Meet some new friends

saw this new awesome coffee machine. - Auto

But Taipan uses the traditional machine. - Manual

and lots of cups

I am suppose to do my senior project!

But I feel like going for a jog...

How?

Mid-Autumn Festival

2011-09-23T22:01:00.000+08:00

Shaun's House

In the dark @ USJ 2 playground

Our Lanterns

My Wish

Fly~!

Sigmund Freud says....

2011-09-23T21:41:00.000+08:00

Our mind is like an iceberg
Conscious is the portion on the surface of the water-merely the tip of the iceberg.
Unconscious is the larger, invisible portion below the surface. (This is the focus of psychoanalytical theory)
its vast, dark depths are the home of the instincts, those wishes and desires that direct our behavior.
the unconscious contain the major driving power behind the behaviors and is the repository of forces we cannot see or control.

-Freud.

Girl Friends.

2011-09-23T21:38:00.000+08:00

Went to MV with sa the other day to get Li's present..

We drank Gong cha @ Gardens..

the shop is so hard to spot...

its hidden!

Anyway... her drink is nicer than mine...

she ordered the winter melon with aiyu jelly...

Very nice!

But top with thickened milk...

so u know it means Fat!

Gong Cha cha!!

Sa and I have a "dress date" :)

I like this!

She bought the same one...

couldnt stand temptations ~ <3

slurrpss!

Good weather

Lemon the old dog!

ooh this is nice......

Lanterns

Bear Mashmallow~

Happy 21st Li! :D

Etc.

2011-09-06T17:09:00.000+08:00

Coffee @ La Bodega

Cloud 9 - Mint, (new Flavour?)

Colorful Jelly Beans + Strawberry Yogurt Drink

Brunch with Dad @ CoffeeBox

Pencil Candy from Thailand.

I arranged it to a flower.

I went to the KWSP building by exploring a new road.

Although I turned the wrong turn once, but I manage to reach there

and passed by my old house.

Oh~I miss Gasing.

Hehehe... Funny Broccoli man :D

I found my Kerori while cleaning the room.

Its from one of my Junior from high school.

& I explored a new Iphone app.

See the leaf? I drew it. :)

Chocolate Peanut Slab from the duty free on the way to Thailand.

Zo-E went yumcha with us @ Baby-T Cafe

I should have bought more when in Thailand.

Regretted!

Its Siew Yok fever..

Mum learned a new recipe to grill her own pork...

So you can see this dish twice every week..

Well, Its delicious...so I won't complain much..

HAHAHA...

(ngoik ngoik)

I started my part time job in Starbucks.

I am afraid to get the Typhoid Jab..

They say those who work in the F&B have to get that jab..

How come I work for OChaCha last time but didnt get any injection?

Is it a new rule?

Typhoid fever, also known as typhoid, is a common worldwide illness, transmitted by the ingestion of food and water contaminated by the feces of an infected person which contain the bacterium Salmonella enterica, Serovar Typhi.

-Wikipedia

Converse Collection : #4 Monotone Black

For the job.

Still converse is the best..

Laser Tag cum Nic's 21st

2011-09-02T18:54:00.003+08:00

Laser tag is fun!

we bought the coupon for RM27 per person from Groupon

3 games for an hour

I-city!

Then we proceed to Chelsie's house to celeb Nic's Birthday

Birthday Boy at the back!

They taught me how to play poker.

Con mans!

Happy 21ST!

Solitary Jog

2011-09-02T17:46:00.002+08:00

I went to jog during one of the Saturday and Sunday myself.

I am starting to like that field.

Peaceful.

Blood Donation #2

2011-09-02T17:41:00.001+08:00

I went to donate blood with Cally , Kahmun and Mum

on the 16th of August for the second time for myself.

I got a blood donor booklet.

this is to remind myself to donate blood 3 months from now.

I am O+

Universal Donor!

Mao's 21st

2011-09-02T17:38:00.001+08:00

Mao's 21st Birthday.

went to Shabu Garden to celebrate for her..

and sa made these cute handmade stuffs for us...

Long time no see spongie!

My new Loafers <3

Paper One

2011-09-02T16:50:00.001+08:00

Work for Paper one during the holidays again..

Worked with Vic..

oh oh he got his new car ald!

Next time You drive :P

At Inti College, Subang Jaya.

Went to drink chatime on the last day of work.

Victor's 21st

2011-08-21T23:14:00.000+08:00

We hang around at pyramid for victor's birthday..

They bought some kiddy stuffs for him..

lollies and teddy!

and a mickey tee~

hahahaaa~~

see his awesome pink tee!

Then at night we head to Wings Cafe

they have good singers there..

and they sang him the birthday song over and over again

because I din light the candle fast enough...

Cupcakes for the boy who has no childhood!

See...his face like very unwilling to take picture with me..

Anyway, Thanks for being such a good friend to me!

Look at Caesar...

his new toy...

Happy 21st Birthday Victor Siew!

Hatyai Trip

2011-08-21T16:03:00.002+08:00

(Marathon + Shopping)

During the holidays

Mabeline and I joined Mum and her Pacesetter club to Hatyai Thailand

for the Hatyai Nature Run.

Mab and myself participated in the 16-29 category for the 10km

While mum join the half marathon..

My main purpose isn't for the run...

Its shopping that matters!!

If you have no energy, you can't shop with me..

I wont get tired walking when it comes to this.

Stuffs are cheap there!!

Bought lots of stuffs!! :D:D:DD:D

My stuffs ready to go :D

While waiting at the bus station..

both of us bored to death...

Breakfast nearby the hotel..

It doesnt look very appetizing but trust me it tastes good.

We sat tuk-tuk to the University of Prince of Songkla

as much I can remember

to register for the run and to collect our bit and super striking PINK t shirt..

which we all refuse to wear

Mr Tai's head.

Its super hot!

Then we went to Mc Donald's for their pork burger..

Yummmy!!

Us in shades!

Ahhhh....Hot and Polluted air....

*cough cough*

Me and Mum~

If Mabeline din join me for this trip

I think u'll see more of my cam whoring pictures alone

hehe...

we went to the floating market..

I thought we will sit on the sampan and float to buy stuffs...

but it turned out that i was wrong...

those food and merchandise vendors are the ones floating...lol

Mum again!

RM2.50 for drinks and cute porcelain hello kitty vase cum cup look alike!

float float!

you selling fish?

My mum looking so happy there~

Early morn...

Before the run.. because I din want to bring phones..

so quickly take some photos 1st..

hehe

Oh! its me in Mum's running vest...

No ugly striking pink t shirt for me!

and ta daaaaa...

couldnt believe it...

yes... we won trophies and medals...

Mabeline too!

Hahahha!

Achievement I guess...

I believe we can do better...

Weee~! Its placed together with mum's other medals and trophy now...

Btw mum got 5th place for her half marathon.

and then makan and shopping afters!

oh-so-cute ~

kap kap kap....

Mummy at the right

I am sweating regardless of the sleeveless...

Sunny!

hehehe.. guess we looked alike.

Aunty Corrine..shes one funny aunty to talk to.

Yea... Us AGAIN.

hahahaha...

going home ald...

and again...

and again....

Bye...

Its outside the hotel..

Bye. :P

Again.............

yea... haha.. again

and again~~~

Last minute bought 3 super fat pieces of chicken at the borders...

3 for 100 Baht

okay...Last picture...

Very hideous greedy picture..

Nom nom!!

Bye Thailand~

I enjoyed the trip~

I want another vacation....

weeee~~~

Outings

2011-08-20T12:36:00.000+08:00

Met up with sa during the holidays too..

Hehe!

We use one of the app which works similar to photoshop..

Lol.. by a click of a button and tadaaa...

our picture turned so ~~fake~~ pretty!

hahahaha~

This is what i bought at Etude house

because they are having sales.

sa introduce me a non smear eye liner!

then we meet up again for Mao's birthday...

sa made us these!

with name sewed on each dolly head :)

Sponge...long time no see her...

We went to Shabu Garden @ Kuchai Lama

chit chatting!

Birthday Girl!

Happy 21st Birthday Mao! :)

Fraser's Hill

2011-08-20T12:00:00.000+08:00

During the holidays

I followed Mr.Francis, ivan, jojo, staci and 3 more frens up to Fraser's

Its a photoshooting outing but I just went up for fun..

I was free anyway..

some random shots..

Heart shaped petal

Happy Donut for Mr Francis.

Ah~ waterfall... I can camp here and have no more insomnia

Jojo the model of the day

camera mens

Tongues out!

Night view of the junction

its brrr brr cold at night..

I think its the casing...

Oh! Fraser dog!

All star!

Angel just landed..

hehehe..

Andrew's camera..

Why is it white?

Me.

Sleepless Night #7

2011-08-05T00:54:00.000+08:00

I went to KTZ and ate everything I crave for!

okay..at least not all...

i love lo mai kai...

and chi pao kai...

and I wanted to eat tong sui very badly...

needed something sweet...

hehehe

Then i spotted this cute lego at cps's car...

Reminds me of my house's rubbish bin..

Mum use the lego container to put rubbish..

-.-

My new cap! hehehe!

Spotted, my name :D

I have a new chain now I want a new pendant...

I played badminton..

anyone teamed up with me surely lose one..

Now Im having bodyache..

Thanks sports.

Solitary moment

and a cup of green tea latte...

Just do whateva that makes u happy..

Lett's Birthday Night

2011-08-04T22:48:00.000+08:00

Went to Arisan at ss15 with ilex lett and cally..

It was lett's birthday that night.

Drank their pearl milk tea, taste exactly the same with chatime.lol

Long time no see frens!

Cally with hairband

shes just being guai lan...XP

Ilex said wanna have a new profile pic..

See u all again!

Sleepless Night #6

2011-07-31T04:18:00.000+08:00

This is weird...
Super tired, heart pumping like mad...
Is this a symptom that I'm gonna die?

Oh shit..
Have to think about happy stuffs...
Happystuffsss!!!!

How about neighbor's cat?
Ha Ha Ha..

Okay....maybe not....

Bang head and get amnesia?

lol.

Positivism

2011-07-31T04:03:00.000+08:00

Stay Positive.

Say and Meant it!

Yeah... SMILE...

see the header?

“SMILE, even if it's a sad smile, because sadder than a sad smile is the sadness of not knowing how to smile.”

Myself.

2011-07-31T03:40:00.000+08:00

Hie....

Its me.

Remember?

MTV World Stage 2011 @ icity

2011-07-30T16:19:00.001+08:00

Went to the MTV worldstage with sis and joshua and his cousins

Was bored and tired most of the time

most importantly it was finals week...

Me having backache

Lucky we had this or we'll melt..

Ahh.. the toy flying with camera..

Night view

It was freaking hot..

Wanted the cool t shirt.

but didnt get one

too bad..

The End.

2011-07-28T18:48:00.001+08:00

"Love is giving someone the power to destroy you, but trusting them not to."

Song List of the Week

2011-07-28T18:26:00.000+08:00

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2011-07-20T01:43:00.000+08:00

Little little things that brightens up my day.

Your Song.

2011-07-16T10:20:00.000+08:00

Don't know if its accessible

but this is a very heart warming ad I would love to share.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8WUxrSQ90s8

With "your song" played

This and That

2011-07-16T10:16:00.000+08:00

I was up the whole night

Banged the curb AGAIN on the way to Empire

Had a super busy day at college

and then drove all the way to Puchong to find Li

and then jam all the way to IOI Boulevard

Then back to Subang to have Chatime with the college Babes.. ;)

Amelia scream like hell when she saw a rubbish bin =.="

oh.. btw, vote for her!

http://www.aforadio.com/index.php/afo-angel-search-2011-amelia-tan-contestant-no-17/

I was blaaaady yawning the whole way

and Leg hurts like hell

my back is not mine anymore and was struggling inside.

Ok..that was how bad it was..

hohoho~

Li only took Sa's picture

and she gave us Sponge bob's lanyard and lipbalm each! XD

and Ting told me about her experience in M.

I am super worried and stressed out about lots of unnecessary...

Who's gonna listen to me whine?

When I have so much to say...

Had so much stories of nightmares to tell...

I guess its gonna be me myself and I

Back to the old days.

*rewind*

Snap.

2011-07-16T10:01:00.001+08:00

I was looking for the latest picture of myself in my phone..

couldn't find any....

I used to cam whore alot..

Now I even lost interest in myself...

I found these instead,

Pocket-booth with Ivan.Kang!

Horrendous Face Time with Bu Kai Feng

Asshole!! *2 fingers*

Look at my eye bags..

Expressions!

Look at my distorted eyes..

No wonder I don't take pictures anymore.

P/S: I don't have Char siew's photo... :(

Thanks for the McD session till weeee hours the other day...

Message

2011-07-15T05:18:00.000+08:00

Received this from sa via Whatsapp this evening.

Food

2011-07-15T05:12:00.000+08:00

Assignments due dates and Exams are the best times to get your diet upside down.

McD

McD...

erm..

McD...

Mum bought Chocolates for me from Langkawi..

Holiday without me :/

I was too hungry and can't stand my laziness no more..

Drove out to get this cup of instant noodle..

to avoid death by hunger

Pathetic no?

Ivan's mum homecook cheese tart..

My mum and the uncle BBQed this for me..

Sis brought this back...

Joshua's dad is a baker too..

Its yummy btw!

No dinner again,

so I drove to Ivan's house, ate and left on the spot..

haha..

~~life is all about eating...~~

Angels

2011-07-15T04:57:00.000+08:00

Talking about Angels,

Hayley from Aussie made me this in church..

Fyi, Hayley is a 10 year old little girl which I miss so much..

I met her during my trip to Aussie with the Ling family...

She was their family friend's daughter.

I think I would love to have a daughter like her next time.

Meaning shes quiet, mature for her age, lovely, cute, adorable and sweet...

She was born with a hole in her heart..

& she had a heart operation when she was a baby

The scar is still there to remind her that shes one strong girl with the protection of god and angels.

What a sweet little girl...

Oh cps drew me an angel too..

ugly but with heart

Thanks..

although I don't quite get what she meant..

Someone is always out there to protect and be there for us, whether you know it or not...

I found good friends & I cherish them....

I met an angel...that just flew away....

Do angels really have wings?

Back to Nature #3

2011-07-15T04:36:00.000+08:00

Broga again..

This time we are not alone.

Mother nature gave us a lil challenge - the rain

Super cold and no where to go besides climbing up to the 1st peak.

Regret not wearing a sweater.

But the sun came and warm us up :)

Awesome scene

With awesome people.

and myself.

Hurt my back but it was worth it.

Red.

2011-07-15T04:23:00.000+08:00

Update!

I returned dad his laptop & I got a new red friend there!

looking good?

I haven't really fully utilized it yet...

Super GT @ Sepang

2011-06-26T02:19:00.000+08:00

worked for Super GT last week..

although the pay is not much for such loooong hours job

but its worth it as we get to experience something new

well, at least for me.

Here are some pictures I manage to snap..

Cally and I in the corporate suite :P

Lett and I

Yj worked too.

kah mun and toy car.

Pixie

2011-06-26T01:19:00.000+08:00

Dear readers (if there is any..),

Sorry for all the depressing posts...

Here are some photo updates I wanted to share.

A cup of coffee never fails to brighten my day.

But reminder to self : to slowly quit the caffeine habit.

Indoor baseball @ 1u rooftop.

Ting's nephew celebration.

I am queuing up for an iPad which is not mine at 6.30am for the sake of money.

Clownie at Mabbie's house.

My lunch and fav drink in college : Pulpy orange juice

I wished my head was that big.

Sandwich full of love from Mabbie!

2011-06-13T23:36:00.000+08:00

Since when blogging became so depressing?

Killing Trees.

2011-06-03T03:17:00.000+08:00

My words will only caused pain.
But time will heal that broken heart of yours &
somebody else deserve your love & by then,
everything will worth the while.
Just know I will just be here until the storm is over,
hopefully we'll be back as better.
So much we've gone through.
How much I want to thank and show my gratitudes.
How much I don't wanna lose a friend as special as you.
Everything I wrote may not make sense now.
As much its hurting now,
it wont be in the future.
I will always try to take the past as good memories instead of mourning about it.
Yes.. I am officially telling all this to myself.
I will just be here.

Note to self : Learn not to finished up 2 tissue boxes in 1 week.

Milo + Zo-e

2011-05-27T03:51:00.000+08:00

Milo came to visit!

she looks so cute and very smart dog!

Sorry Zo-e i had to shave u....

the lice is back due to the raining season and

oh well~

its everywhere in my room..

gross! and im having a difficult time getting rid of them...

darn!

anyway, Milo is an energetic dog

both girls are on heat.

blood everywhere

zo-e after shave...

poor girl!

sorry darling~

Girls' Outing.

2011-05-27T03:46:00.000+08:00

I went swimming with Cally and Vickie last Tuesday

hehe..okay.. i admit i was floating in the water most of the time..

was very peaceful....the sound of the water

just can stay still the whole day~

imagine if it was a beach...

I wanna sell this and make money...

hehehe~

oh.. i bought a pandora-a-like beed.

and loving it.

My sponge and her chatime

shes excited because stg silly happened at the car park..

lol

she waved at sumone she dont know..

will never forget the situation... XD

shopping with ze girls! :)

Over night at sa's place after swimming~

hehe!! this is cute!

li and her big bird!

my toes are the dri-est (Vickie, 2011)

Sa is the nail stylist of the day :D

Thanks for beautifying our nails~

and she bought us chatime!

extra happy that night! :D:D:D:D!

I spotted this on her table. :)

oh! her comfy bed!!

awwwww... spotted, Us! :)

eye bags alert!

she likes my xmas bra~

hehehe!!

muahhhhhhhhhhh~~~~~~~ :x

see.. told ya she likes it.. LOL!!

Lovelies of the day~

Hello! good morning! :D

we had dim sum for branch!

I just love the holidays.

But I wanna go on a vacation!

Next Monday college is gonna reopen....

Mabeline's 21st.

2011-05-27T03:14:00.000+08:00

Went to Newbox at Subang's digital mall to give Mab a birthday surprise...

we all hide behind the curtain..

so while waiting we all took pictures and when we were all focusing on taking pictures,

Mab's brother pull the curtain and shouted "SURPRISE!!"

we got shocked instead!

hehehe...

Vickie with her ribbon blouse~

leng lui cally

Hi.. chau guong lo~

Happy people.

Happy 21st Birthday Mabeline!

she is super tall that day.

Guys can't beat. :P

So fast ald one year!

Make a wish :D

Thanks to her parents as well for inviting us over to celebrate tgt with her~

Roadshow.

2011-05-27T03:04:00.000+08:00

Another Job this sem break is to collect data and distribute voucher

for Bizzy Body.

We are suppose to collect 50 names..

but oh well

mouth got gold.

only manage to collect 15 names.

and walk the entire kuchai ..to pearl point and almost the whole old klang road..

under the hot sun...

table to table... offices to offices..

this is stg I've never tried...

Experience yes, but no, mouth still contained gold.

I am sick and looks pale.

Hi~ I am the annoying promoter...

but I am not selling any products..

I just need your name and number

thats all~

This is the1st and last time.

Is it ever ok to give up?

2011-05-19T22:14:00.004+08:00

Read: Cleo May 2011

There are some lines which I really would love to type and share it out which I think its quite meaningful and true.

The question here is :

From a young age, we are told to push on when life gets tough - but is it a motto that's worth sticking to at all cost?

Is there shame in letting go of the things you have been working so hard for?

Is it ever ok to give up?

"Walking away gives you fresh perspectives on a situation and helps you reflect on what you've learnt. there's something invigorating about admitting there's a problem and that you're going to take (POSITIVE) action, rather than just submitting to it"

Its easy to let ourselves hold onto dwindling situation for too long - in the hopes that things will one day improve. But researcher points out that FEAR, rather than COURAGE, is usually what motivates us to desperately cling to something that's no longer working. AND that may not be necessarily healthy.

The healthy thing to do is to be realistic about your ability to effect a change. And accept that, sometimes letting go will help you open up to the infinite possibilities that lay just ahead of you.

Triple Stars *** on this one:

"If you are struggling with something you have absolutely no control over, you will continue to become FRUSTRATED and be left feeling like a FAILURE. Accepting that there's nothing more to do will give you a feeling of PEACE."

What about this:

Stubbornness, is often linked to wanting to be right about something (despite evidence that may indicate OTHERWISE), and tend to have an element of pride attached to it.

"We often know what is right and wrong, but because we have said we are going to (do things a certain way), we can feel bound to continue. - 'I need to change direction' You will feel much better when you do."

Giving up doesn't always mean you are weak, sometimes it just means you are strong enough to let go.

IS IT TIME YOU MOVE ON?

Recognize how you're feeling and thinking about the situation - if it's making you feel and think negatively, it's time to make changes and move forward.

How much time do you spend talking and thinking about the problem? If your family and friends are aware of all the details and it's clearly dominating your life, consider this you wake up call

be realistic about what you want changed in this situation and what you have already tried to tweak without any success. If there's nothing more to do, why are you still there?

Most importantly, if the circumstances don't change, are you able to live with this scenario? If the answer is no, then you need to leave it behind.

Although I don't know if I can apply these. I hope it helped others out there. Take a second to think about it. Maybe you might find some sense out of it.

If one does not understand a person, one tends to regard him as a fool.

-Carl Jung

Chantilly

2011-05-19T02:19:00.000+08:00

That day Sa and I went up to Genting to gave Chester a surprise birthday cake.

hehe...

1st time both of us went we each other without the people we used to go up with

Sa turned on her manual button...looks cool

I wanna drive a nice auto/manual car someday?

the poor cake slide half way tru..

bcos the pudding melted ...

hehehe....

happy birthday Chester!

we have the same specs! :D

Lovelies ;)

This place I took this picture is acly a romantic couple-hang out place.

But sad to say, I am the lamp post for the day.

Gonna start a new job tomorrow.

Good night world.

SHARP Event.

2011-05-19T02:03:00.000+08:00

Tube Dress + Heels.

I have been worried about this job

even teared on the 1st day of work.

lol.. stupid, but I learned alot from it.

I learnt to be strong, and to face all kinds of ppl whether they are sincere or not.

I learnt that wearing a wrong pair of heels while standing 10-9.30 sucks to the max

and the world is so cruel when it comes to this..

i dont know and lazy to say...

just aint comfortable becoming someone who is not myself

but heck, its for the money.

Great.

But overall, its something new to me.

Wei Ling taught me how to pose nicely.

Shes a nice and hardworking girl.

i looked awkward among all...

too stiff.. lol

my hair color faded..

not nice anymore.

have to pose like that everytime.

in the canopy

promoter's lunch.

My poor foot.

blisters all over.

hi!

the canopy from outside.

a lil of camwhoring during break time

oh.. she taught me to stand straight again :)

kha men.

lavi and ivy

oh my new profile pic with lots of effect

Imprudent

2011-05-08T14:41:00.001+08:00

I did worst this time, for exam.

Never felt this terrible before.

I can't vomit what I've memorize so well the night before.

Just blanked.

Not exaggerating. This is suffering.

I only ate 2 soft boiled eggs the whole day and

hadn't sleep more than 36 hours.

Fell asleep at the traffic light.

Pour hot water on my hands and body.

Did foolish stuffs.

Speak ridiculously.

Think nonsense.

I think I broke my own record.

Not that proud..nahh...

This is stupid.

Feeling useless as always.

Time to wake up.

...

Tw♥oha.

2011-05-08T14:06:00.004+08:00

Suppose to go home and sleep

but ended up in Ivan's

they jammed for so long!

I hadn't sleep the whole night.

Carmen and Ivan

Cool and broken.

He is emo that day.

Here comes Aaron and his cute choice of colors

Feedbacks:

Alicia: "ugly colors"
Kahmun: "candilly panty"
Ivan: "you want to shit is it"
Whoopi: "woof woof"

"To Write ♥ On Her Arms"

Read: Twloha

*Inspired~*

Bye Whoopi~

Cuckoo at 5am.

2011-05-08T13:49:00.000+08:00

This is what happens when u have too much of Biz Law.

Shaun.

KL.

2011-05-08T13:41:00.000+08:00

Hello Sunday.

I walked the whole day.

Got locked out.

Then scolded.

Then the wrinkled face.

The sleepless night

Restless.

Anyway, it is...

Levain!

Humans!!

Li said I am early to see this much of macaroons :D

I wish to have more breakfast like this.

lol.. I'll gain 5 kgs in no time.

awww~

So sweet of me. LOL

But they all melted

Loving the colors.

The wall.

The creativity.

Its open.

Lovely lights.

with Tai ka Jie.

some road way

colorful chairs.

Fancy Chandelier

KL tower.

Maybank Riot.

lol

Cute hats

tagged: sa, li, ting, mao :P

I am missing this bowl of delicious.

Lot10 famous hokkien mee.

Ky's Teka's booth.

Rain.

Thanks, Aunty Jess

So bitchily grateful to have as a friend.

Finals II

2011-05-05T12:31:00.000+08:00

Eat Books.

oh i like this pen.

Gonna use it for law tomorrow.

Finals

2011-05-05T10:11:00.000+08:00

I am utilizing my iPhone today.
It's 2.18am
I cannot memorize my biz law at all..
this app dont allow me upload any photos.. 

till then.

How Far is "Near"?

2011-04-30T14:53:00.000+08:00

Going forward doesn't mean one doesn't care.

Maybe it is for the better and;

maybe friendship will get stronger

and maybe,

we appreciate the word "us'' even more and

just maybe, we will see "close" nearer than ever.

Love?

It brings a lot of definition

and to me,

it will change for sure

Maybe, just maybe;

......

Cry.

Tear for the last time and;

its time to move on.

Smile, there are no more time to waste.

Just be happy, & everything will be alright.

Playing:

*& youuu~~ take me the way I am~*

Near East Movement aka N.E.M

2011-04-30T14:22:00.000+08:00

Performance last Thursday was a blast

Everybody did very well

and there are a few are my fave.

guess u know which one XD

Our group was the last group

like they say: "keep the best for last!"

hehehehe~XDXD

a little perasan..

but no doubt maybe cause we have Aaron the "showman"

lol!

Mabbie and me~

I want to have your brow shape!

XDXD

Cooolioos~

Being mischievous

B-D

the day before.

Friend.

Shaun was at my house the whole night the night before

rushing for Law assignment

look at our eye bags man

oh he is afraid of Zo-e he had to climb up the couch..

hehehe

chelsie: *HUH!!*

Peter Chou and Me.

Acting "cool"

Double glasses!

BB-D

ooo la la~~

Mischievous her!

>.<

Picture of the Day.

Part time "Boyfriend"

The Way I Am

2011-04-30T02:23:00.000+08:00

Loving this song!
I have been playing this the whole day

Thanks,
Ivan. :)

"Dead"

2011-04-26T18:00:00.001+08:00

Went into the Guardian today.
All the promoters looked so dead and unfriendly..Muka busuk... :(
No one was talking and dead silence and
the part I am suppose to stand from 12pm-10pm is super effing cold!
Can I bring an imaginary friend with me?
I sense bad feelings..

Looking forward to be looking dead at that so dead shop.
-.-

Sometimes.

2011-04-25T17:48:00.002+08:00

"If you don’t like something, change it;

if you can’t change it, change the way you think about it."

"Sometimes, things just won't turn out the way you wanted,

Sometimes, its the smallest decisions that can change your life forever."

Jenn's Blog

2011-04-25T17:48:00.000+08:00

Hie!

I found something to look forward to for now,
I guess this will motivate me for the mean time.

I love the way she perceive her way of perceiving
and love the way she writes about everything.

If I were to look at things differently,
guess it would be greater than now.

http://jennrocksyourworld.wordpress.com/

Read:

* Life is 10% of what happens to me and 90% of how I react to it .

* Sometimes you have to stop thinking so much and go where the heart takes you

...and many more

Solitary moment at Starbucks.

Love & Other Disasters.

2011-04-25T17:13:00.002+08:00

The way I loved you.

Broken Smile.

2011-04-25T15:23:00.001+08:00

Smile though your heart is aching
Smile even though it's breaking
When there are clouds in the sky, you'll get by
If you smile through your fear and sorrow
Smile and maybe tomorrow
You'll see the sun come shining through for you

Light up your face with gladness
Hide every trace of sadness
Although a tear may be ever so near
That's the time you must keep on trying
Smile, what's the use of crying?
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you just smile.

Thanks, Ivan.

The Girl I Am, Just Isn't Me

2011-04-25T15:22:00.002+08:00

Sorry to whoever that is reading,

Just Bare with me or Leave.