Thursday, April 12, 2012

Longest Run



Usually I would jog nearby....
5K at most?



Then I start to train with mum.
I try to follow her for a 10K run starting from Lake Garden..




Then last week,
I did my longest run so far - 15.58KM
 with Mum and her friends.
Good training though..
I slept like a pig after that...
I don't think I am ready yet....
Hope this training won't stop...
I need consistency!





Wednesday, April 11, 2012

Tuesday, April 3, 2012

Maze

Since little, I envy people at my same age that have loving parents, people that support them. This post is not about complaining how bad my family is or people around me is. I am not an orphan nor an abuser's child, Thank God. But this doesn't mean the fear of ostracism is no torture at all. I was thinking back and I remember writing on a diary I tore a few years back, because reading it terrifies me or rather I don't wish to keep any of those memories. It brings embarrassment and I was ashamed to lay my eyes on it. I thought it was over. Life starts when I can take care of myself because I am an adult. & the duty of an adult is to eliminate all this thoughts and live as productive as she can. Because failing to control one's own emotions and actions is to be blame by her own doings and not anyone else. Then we have sleepless nights because I was busy crying whenever I feel upset not having answers to all my questions. I am very bothered and frequently wondered and worried, so much so until I took this habit along with me, till today.... & today comes with all the entangled questions and problems, tightening the knots... Now tell me, what should I do? I don't know what to do even though I try reminding myself I have to be this and I have to be that, I have to be contented and I have to be thankful, I have to be responsible and I have to be discipline, I have to appreciate and I have to love. The fact is, I am lost. Life is like a maze, an annoyingly huge one. 


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Now my palette is running out of colors.


Troubled,
Joan.

Edge.

I am too hurt to do anything right now.
Sorry, work and college for the inefficiency.
I am breaking down.

Would love to have a shoulder right now.

Sunday, April 1, 2012

WTR - Want to Relax

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Wished that was me..
Hahaha..

Wednesday, March 28, 2012

Donkey



"Most people live their lives chasing paychecks, pay raises and job security because of the emotions of desire and fear, not really questioning where those emotion-driven thoughts are leading them. It's just like the picture of a donkey, dragging a cart, with its owner dangling a carrot just in front of the donkey's nose. The donkey's owner may be going where he wants to go, but the donkey is chasing an illusion. Tomorrow there will only be another carrot for the donkey." - Robert Kiyosaki

Saturday, March 3, 2012

Sunday, February 19, 2012

Palette

Red, Yellow, Blue, Green, Pink 

Pick your favorite colors,
& color your life.

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Its your choice to paint a rainbow or a gloomy sky.


Saturday, February 18, 2012

Valentine's Day


Have been working for 4 days straight till the 14th of February
My job is to sell roses to anybody on the street
Trust me, its not easy and I guess this kinda training isn't helping me much
Cause, I'm not learning.
I can't persuade people to buy roses.
But honestly, I think the person doing the business is earning a lot,
 while the salary we received doesn't par with the risks, dangers and the contribution we put in..
...hm, maybe I should say, for degree students like us...
Recently I read a news where this poor fella's hand got chopped of even before he realized he was about to be rob.
So you see, the late nights 2am is a bit too much.






Bok showed me this google star app Ivan once used to con girls ..
Surprisingly it works. :P
The sky was clear and stars were shinning on Valentine's day.
You can see happy couples everywhere.
The Titiwangsa lake is really nice at night.
But again, dangerous.



These are the pre-order roses.




While Starbucks launch its new design card on Valentine's day too.
& these are bought for friends. 





& Of cause, never to forget I brought back a dozen of pink roses for my little Miss Sunshine, Zo-e





Valentine doesn't just end there. A few days before,
somebody sweet bought me a vintage bag with a super huge Loli by Sticky
What more to ask for?
 I felt very contented.
Thank You. 
:)


I guess, materials isn't that important,
 but the indescribable moments you have with that someone matters the most... 
Everyday can be a valentine's day if people argue lesser, 
tolerate and be patient, 
put in a bit more effort to understand each other,
 care for each other.
You'll never know whats going to happen next,
 why not then, appreciate the moments....?



Tuesday, February 7, 2012

Lomography


Oh Love~
Can't stop looking through this website http://asia.shop.lomography.com/
They have all the kinds of cameras available.
Browse through a few..



Instant cameras


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Fisheye



Super sampler


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Color splash 







& many different colors and designs!






Should I consider getting one?
I know owning an I-phone with ample lomography apps is heaven,
 but its different when you actually own a refurbished classic lomo cam. 
*Contemplating*




Sunday, February 5, 2012

Roses for Sale


Dear all,

I am selling flowers on Valentine's day & you can also pre-order before V-Day.
Guys, wanna get some for your girl?
If you have any request, drop me a message & I will try to reply as soon as possible.
:) 

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Image above is for illustration purposes only. 

"Kids"


Have been rotating schedule for Kumon & Starbucks last month.
I guess the word "kids" changed its meaning, in my dictionary.